We enter into another Lenten season.
We were marked with ashes this past Wednesday as Lent formally began.
These ashes acknowledge that we all belong to the order of penitents. We all confess that we are sinners, and we stand
in need of the Lord’s healing forgiveness.
The light of Christ that is within us has been dimmed by the darkness of
our sin. We acknowledge this reality with these
ashes. We were given the mantra to: Repent and believe in the Gospel.
The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and he remained in the desert
for forty days, tempted by Satan. He was
among the wild beasts, and the angels ministered to him.
Today’s Gospel tells us about the
experience of Jesus in the desert. The
Gospel also indicates our road ahead, our path of discipleship. To travel that road we have forty days of
spiritual renewal – in honor of Jesus’ days in the desert.
In the midst of a Rochester winter, it may be difficult to imagine Jesus’
experience of the desert. There is no
desert here. In the biblical context,
the desert is anywhere we experience solitude.
And in this solitude, two things can happen: an encounter with God and an encounter with
the Tempter. This is what happened to
Jesus in today’s Gospel.
In the desert, Jesus prayed to His Father and fasted for forty days and
forty nights. Secondly, Jesus experienced what each one of us undergoes in
temptations and sufferings.
It is the uncomfortable silence of the desert which opens a space for God
to confront the divided state of our hearts.
Our divided hearts are symbolized by the ashes on our foreheads that have
dimmed the light of Christ this is within us.
Yes, there are many ugly things about ourselves:
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Our
meanness and envy.
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The
hurts we have not forgiven.
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The
desire to take revenge.
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The
gossip, the pornography, the greed, the self-centeredness.
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Our addiction to a culture of materialism and
what I want.
Yes, there are demons; there is sinfulness in our lives that we seek to
turn away from. Yes, we encounter Satan
in the desert of our inner wilderness. But
that is not the end of our Lenten journey.
The real purpose of our Lenten spiritual disciplines is that we are to encounter
God in the desert of Lent. May we focus
our hearts on the self-giving love of Jesus.
May we allow ourselves to believe in His love.
Lent pours the grace of forgiveness into our world. Even as we deal with the deadly and horrific
school killings in Florida, as our safety is threatened by too much senseless
violence, when even our precious young students are at risk during the school
day, we need to know that God is bigger than any of our sins, wars, violence
and hatred. God wants His Kingdom to
come now. Lent is our time of saying
‘yes’ to a partnership with God in saving the world from the effects of evil
and sin. Together let us firmly stand on the common ground of love and work
together to remedy the social ills that plague our society.
Our aim in Lent should not be our aim to justify ourselves before God by
our acts of penance, but rather through those acts develop a genuinely
penitential heart. Such a heart knows
itself to depend entirely on the mercy of the Lord.
I call your attention to the simple sentence in today’s Gospel. “He was among wild beasts, and the angels
ministered to him.”
The wild beasts tell us that life is fragile. The wild beasts symbolize the violence we see
in the Florida school killings. There is
no escaping the fragileness of the wild beasts in society. There are also demons within ourselves. We have an animal side that focuses only on
our own pleasure instead of service of others.
Thanks be to God we also have angels that minister to us, that are
looking after us – renewing us. The
angels are the graces of our lives – human and divine. We thank you Lord for all the people of our
lives who are God’s messengers, God’s angels to us. We give thanks for all the people who love us
and reveal the face of God to us.
Most of us would not describe ourselves as being ascetical. We enjoy our share of the joys of life. Yet, the Lenten calls us to embrace an aspect
of asceticism as part of our Lenten journey.
We need to find out what we believe and how strongly we believe. We give up some good in this world as a way
of saying and showing that we believe in a better world (even this side of the
grave.)
In the last part of today’s Gospel, Jesus begins his public ministry and
proclaimed that the Kingdom of God is at hand.
In terms of my own self, before I began my ministry as a priest, I had
twelve years of seminary formation consisting of considerable time in the
chapel and in the class room. As I think
of Jesus’ seminary formation, so to speak, before beginning his public
ministry, Jesus spent forty days and forty nights in the wilderness where he
was tempted and struggled and where he encountered God with a joyful sense of
obedience to his Father’s will. May the
seminary formation of each of us, so to speak, focus on our spiritual renewal
that we are called to in embracing spiritual disciplines. In
so doing, may we encounter God more deeply in our lives.
May you have a blessed, joy-filled, and ascetical Lenten season.
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